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Isolation

Isolation

by Lisa Renee, Energetic Synthesis

August 2, 2016

Q. Where are all these people supposedly being awakened? I don’t see them anywhere. Supposedly there’s thousands, millions even, of us “ascending” people, us Starseeds and Indigos; sure, but where? I’ve been looking into this for a long freaking time. I’ve been searching. I’ve been asking. I was looking for support for a very long time and then I gave up. You supposed experts on this crazy sh** that’s happening to me, are f******g nowhere to be found. You live on the goddamn internet and you don’t exist anywhere else. Elusive, secretive, cryptic, coded bullsh**. I believed in this journey until everybody who agreed with me ended up spouting the same recycled crap every time they opened their mouths, including this site. Saying the same sh** as everyone else. Nothing new, nothing interesting, no updates, no information, no how-to, no actual help. Just a little, “You’re not alone.” Hypotheticals and blanket statements. Not being alone is only good for the first month. After that, maybe let us know what the f*** we’re supposed to do now. Give us some freaking hope for the world or put your platform away. I’m usually much more zen and articulate. I’ve been angry about this lately; everyone wants to keep saying the shift is coming, everybody says soon. Muslims, Christians, Wiccans, Spiritualists. We get it. Soon. NOW WHAT. Quit it with the baby steps bullshit and give the seekers some f**** meat. Help us for gods sakes!

 

Dear Ascending Community,

This is a good time to publically answer the many different emails that I receive from nonmembers all over the world, such as the above email I received today. They share the same common threads that many awakening people or Starseed people experience on the earth. That common thread and theme is experiencing a sense of deep isolation from other people that leads to feelings of frustration, depression, loneliness and sometimes anger. This isolation, is also the desire to become socially isolated from the accepted standards of insanity and barbarism that make up the current social engineering tactics that are used to maintain the mind control structures on the earth. In order to attempt to meet this need of supporting a sense of deeper connection to the purpose of spiritual ascension and to support the awakening community, so this group can openly discuss and find spiritual tools for the many varieties of issues that we deal with, and to help remove these feelings of isolation, is the primary reason that the ES online community was created. It was the only way that I could reach out to the Starseeds that existed worldwide, that would be able to find the energetic space for advocacy, to be in a safe place of which to be understood and accepted, to study and learn among those who are on the same path, and to be able to share many multidimensional experiences. As Starseeds, our surreal multidimensional experiences are that which commonly lead us to the experiences of isolation, even deep loneliness for being unseen, while being on the earth during these timelines, when there is a hidden war happening to suppress and steal the consciousness of the people.

First and foremost, when addressing those groups of awakening people that are feeling very frustrated, angry and at their wits end, dealing with the dark forces, the people on the planet, in the chaotic state that it exists today, I hope to remind you of an important reality check. We did not come to the earth to party on vacations and drink Margaritas on the beach. We did not come here to make millions of dollars and play out fleshly fantasy games of the Luciferian elite. We did not come here to get lost and taken off spiritual direction in the many delusions of self-importance that are played out with the reptilian version of the negative ego mind. We came to the planet during the timelines of Ascension, we came from the future into the past, when we could make a massive difference in the fields to shift the future direction. We came when the Universal Gates were opening, while the war over the earth was raging in the higher dimensions, and battling was occurring in the lower hidden planes of which most of the humans here cannot sense or see. We came here to do the spiritual work and to make the effort to work together in group consciousness, to be of service to others, to honor Universal Laws, that help take this planet into the higher frequencies and to reach spiritual liberation in the future timelines.The only way we can do that is to do the negative ego dismantling, and emotional pain clearing, that would extract the falsity and make room to allow our higher spiritual self to embody while on the earth. For that purpose of ultimate spiritual embodiment, we make it our life priority to do the Ascension clearing and healing inside ourselves, every day. We cannot help ourselves, or the planet if we refuse to look at our own responsibility in the awakening process, which requires we do the inner emotional clearing work, that we change the way we think and perceive, as we are the microcosm that reflects into the macrocosm. It all starts from within us.

Let me remind you, we are in a consciousness war over the earth. Do you hear me? Can you understand the implication of what that means for all of us and the entire planet? What are you going to do about this? Are you going to cry, point fingers at other people, have a tantrum and complain about it, or are you going to get serious and take care of your own inner spirit and personal business? What do you think we do over here in this community, drink tea all day? We’re working very hard to keep this information available online, and as much for free access, as possible. There is a lot that I cannot share publically because of what I will have to deal with if it goes outside borders of where I have a structure to hold that information for those who ask for it in the community area. I must conserve energy to serve a group that works hard with the community objectives, and not a person who is demanding help, but will not help themselves. We all have to roll up our sleeves and get to work. DO THE CLEARING WORK. If you do not know how, then join the community and you will learn how.  If you want to learn how to do gridwork, you can learn it here, but it will require 100% spiritual dedication to learn how. There are many people in the community who work very hard to learn, work very hard to understand and work hard to participate with this process of clearing and healing themselves and the earth, and it is through the spiritual dedication of the entire group, that this content and service is made available to the public. Without the dedication of the group to be of service and take responsibility for their own healing, this would not exist.

As sensitive and caring people, we all have been at the point of incredible frustration and feeling despair about the state of unconsciousness that plagues the earth. We’ve had the exact same feelings of frustration at what we see operating in the worldscape today, the hatred, the wars, the blood sacrifice, the continual torturing of the men, women and children of this earth. We deeply cry out, when will this war matrix of world torture end? All of us who are incarnated to help the earth become liberated from the dark oppressors are harassed, stripped of resources, and attacked again and again, when we rise to help the earth and its people be released from the planes of bondage and servitude. None of us get away from that harassment, all of us endure some kind of forms of dark attack or spiritual oppression when we do serious clearing. You are not alone in that, we all share this burden together. That’s why we must learn how it works in this mind control matrix, because once we see how it works, we can work around the attacks, we can work around the mind control system, but we must study it to comprehend it, and do the clearing of our negative ego, in order to be successful so that we can truly actualize our purpose of service. This is the key to attaining inner peace, comfort and spiritual fulfillment while we co-exist in the fields of insanity and chaos.

When we awaken into an higher awareness of our surroundings and we gain more accurate perceptions of what is actually behind the upside-down state of the world today, we can observe and feel the energetic contents of the collective unconscious spill out into the environment of the earth surface. Then we can discern who is who and what is behind the facade. When we gain clarity and sensitivity through heightened states of consciousness, many of us can feel the state of the pain and depravity that is circulating in the world, and as a result, awakening people feel isolated. Many will choose to isolate themselves out of necessity, because our society does not support awakening or higher consciousness, in fact the culture persecutes people like us. Isolating is a coping mechanism for our continued sanity, to stay low on the radar, and to restore energetic balance to our body from our ability to self-source. Most of my life, I was isolated and very alone, with little help. I received attack, after attack, trying to take me out just when creating this online community for Starseeds. Are you aware how many obstacles we have to get through, how much we have to master in the world of forces and how much we devote our life stream to serve the God force, to get this far? It is very difficult for us when we gain clarity and connection, as we awaken our hearts, awaken our minds, awaken our higher sensory ability and then to be met with an onslaught of dark forces projecting negativity and very low frequency into the environment designed to suppress mass awakening. Many Starseeds are fully capable to feel the massive amount of people and entities writhing in agony, as it is presently in the collective consciousness, seeing how dark forces have created agony so that it operates in the people and world at large. Thus, Starseeds have to master these forces as they exist within themselves, in order to actualize their true spiritual purpose and to build spiritual power while on this earth. If you do not do the inner clearing work, you will not have spiritual power, and you will circle in circles, chasing tails, until you really figure this out. There is no way to get out from taking responsibility for yourself, taking responsibility for the quality of your life, and removing blame from other people and how they may impact you. We came to this earth to be of service, build group consciousness, and totally give every ounce of our being to surrender to the higher plan of God, while we endure the war over consciousness on earth.To dedicate ourselves to the higher purpose, it is critical that we change the way we think, the way we behave, and our motivations and perceptions of life on the earth. Otherwise, if you do not change the way you think, you will be slowly driven crazy from the intense pressure that the higher frequencies and purging of the dark forces create on the earth.The light and plasma force of Cosmic Christ is beginning to run current and embody here, and it is waiting for you to wake up so that you are spiritually strong enough to actually embody its massive force of God’s spirit. If you have negative ego outbursts and pain is running you, it cannot embody, you must purify yourself of these traits.

As many of you, I have been on this awakening path for what feels to be a very long time, and have endured obstacle after obstacle, dark attack after dark attack, running through the 3D maze like a laboratory rat, and the whole time wondering where the rest of us on this path are, who are REALLY doing the work. I established the online community nine years ago, while I was homeless, using every last dime I had to make it a reality, working on it day and night while I was getting attacked and intentionally humiliated by others repeatedly. In order to set up the ES structure to be able to exist, it has to set up in many layers of field architecture in so to protect it. I cannot advertise, I cannot market, I cannot superimpose, I cannot do random youtubes and facebooking, I have zero social media presence and there are critical reasons for that. I cannot come to you, and I cannot collaborate with any structure or person that does not have the same GSF alignment that I have worked many years to embody. I have a responsibility to serve the entire field of the community container, and this Ascension content, and I am sorry that I am not personally available to you. I cannot answer every plea for help, as much as I wish I could. I have a very large workload already. What I ask is that you do the investigation, do the study, look at what is on this site in every nook and cranny, talk to God every moment and ask for help and direction from God all the time, and dedicate your life to your highest expression of embodiment on the earth.

You must never give up, you must never give your power away to the dark forces or other people, even when everything looks really grim and depressing. I must stress you cannot be lazy, you must face fears, you must get out there and face things you do not want to face, build strength in facing the darkness, no matter what it dishes out. You are a warrior of the light, serving freedom and liberation for all beings, and we are in a war over consciousness, travelling together.

I may not be able to answer your emails, but I feel you and I know you are out there, and I am deeply sorry you are in pain. If you cannot be here with us right now to learn and study, then do the best you can to find your aligned path and get to it. Do the work, use our free tools every day. If you do not resonate with our tools or community, then find something that you can work with, or create as your own. If I did this from nothing, so can you. We need you to pull out every last drop of pure heart and spirit, the massive strength within your spirit, in order to make it happen. I am right here working by your side, in the trenches, cheering you on, but you must do the work yourself, no one else can do it for you. Search for tools here, and take them, make them your own, and use them every single day. Things can change, and I am living proof that massive obstacles can be overcome with 100% dedication to serve God. The Christ forces are here, but you must purify your body to commune, embody and speak with them directly. I Love you and We are in this together.

~ Lisa Renee, GSF Steward

 

Free Resources:

 Where Can I start?

Krystal Aegis Booklet

we have compiled has been adapted as a suggested 90 day intercession for public and community use. Please note that the links to the meditations in the booklet will only work for members, but non-members may purchase the meditations from our shop. Following through with the basic negative ego clearing tools is a requirement.

Psychic Self Defense

Spiritual Housekeeping

What is Mind Control

In order to stop the ego from running your life, you have to study to understand what mind control is and how it is used to keep us angry and feeling powerless.

Clear Negative Ego

Without developing Self Awareness and ego discipline, the untamed Negative Ego is exploited by Mind Control and further develops itself into serious spiritual pathologies which lead to Narcissism and Psychopathy. Psychotronic Mind Control harnesses the lower vibratory frequencies that comprise the lower Three Layers of Ego for targeting Negative Ego and AD Behaviors in the population.

 

 

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Major Change

Another Major Change Approaching

By Denise LeFay, High Heart Life

August 1, 2016

  
Take note of the numbers, which numbers they are and the specific energies they emanate.)
Did you feel energies shift and improve on July 25th, the day before the start of 2016’s Lion’s Gate period? I sure did and was very glad to feel some winds of inspiration finally blow in after such a challenging year as 2016— a 9 energy year —has been. This recent gust of energetic change filling our Ascension sails anew is partially sourced from the third (3) energy wave of 2016 (9), which is connected to the September (9th month) Equinox but is being felt already. In addition to this third energy wave of 2016, there’s a larger major cycle we’re feeling already which is the completion of the second nine yearlong cycle and entrance into the third (3) nine yearlong cycle. You knew 2016 (9) had to wrap up in an extra big way and this combination of cycles is certainly doing the job.
  

FIRST 9 Yearlong Stair-step Cycle: 1999 to 2008
I’ve mentioned many times over the years how my physical, biological Ascension Process began at the start of February 1999, and how unimaginably difficult and painful it was for that first (1) 9 yearlong cycle. First Wave indeed, and it was the absolute worst because Pathpaving through personal and collective multiple dimensions worth of impacted Dark negativity—while under constant attack from those of the Dark negative—was not for the faint-of-heart but a job for Master Lightwarriors/Lightworkers focused wholly on a soul-driven Divine Mission.
  

SECOND 9 Yearlong Stair-step Cycle: 2008 to 2017
Like many of you, I suffered the ongoing Team Dark (TD) assaults that came throughout the second (2) 9 yearlong cycle. What little home equity I had (and millions of other people in the USA) was suddenly and permanently gone due to the 2008 Housing Market crash and Great Recession. The beat them hard and long Team Dark tactic was on in full-force in an ongoing attempt to not only stop, kill off, crush or break in any way possible the Lightwarriors/Lightworkers doing what all we were, but to destroy or at least derail humanity’s chances to naturally evolve out from under their longstanding global control. No, this Ascension business wouldn’t be easy or fast from the physical level perspective, and as we lost one hard-earned beloved thing after another we’d worked decades for, we incrementally gained greater self-empowerment, expanding consciousness, Higher Awareness and eventual freedom from the lower frequency range with its like-frequency inhabitants.
     

                        
THIRD 9 Yearlong Stair-step Cycle: 2017 – 2026
I’ve said many times over the years how every time there’s another positive Ascension related Stair-step shift approaching, TD knows this and they do all they can to escalate physical, emotional, mental and energetic chaos, fear, violence, hate, confusion, hopelessness and trauma in humanity in an attempt to sidetrack and derail them from utilizing and benefiting from each incoming higher energy wave. I learned this from experiencing it repeatedly since 1999, and have written about when the negativity amplifies, it’s a clear sign that another really important positive energy shift/change is soon to manifest on Earth physically. The negativity always increases before one of these evolutionary energy shifts arrives. Have you watched any world and national TV news media lately? Exactly, and know that it’s going to get worse for a while because we’re in those potent overlap months of the second (2) 9 yearlong cycle ending and the beginning of the third (3) cycle of 9 energies.
This third cycle will be unlike the previous two 9 yearlong cycles for multiple reasons. The two earlier 9 yearlong cycles have brought us, evolved us to this third (3)—think triality, think unity, think HighHeart, think incarnate embodied Masters—shift Stair-step. Right now is TD’s last stand on Earth so they’re trying to grab as many humans as they can during their “end times”. Pay attention to where your attention is because TD is doing their utter best to get and keep you focused on their left hand so their right hand can grab you, your consciousness and life-force energies to use themselves and effectively remove you from the Ascension Process. Be aware of your mental and emotional location at all times now because we’ve entered another Ascension related transitional “hot spot”. This transition is completion of the second 9 yearlong cycle and entrance into the very different third 9 cycle at the end of 2016 and entrance into 2017; a 1 energy year of NEW beginnings but at NEW higher levels of being and reality beginning at the completion of Galactic Alignment. See how big this shift actually is? Feel how all-encompassing it is and will be? Sense how important it is? How critical? Do you sense your personal creative part in it?
  

One of the many things that’s going to make this third—triality, not old lower duality—cycle of 9 is those Forerunners who have and are merging their Higher Self with their incarnate Lower self. Include that with all the endings and NEW beginnings taking place within the NEW in totally NEW ways and all the current global chaos and utter insanity makes more sense. Back in the late 1970s, I had repeated lucid dreams about this time we’re in now and how “Mad Max”-like they were in many ways. It’s been hard living these decades knowing that I, that you, that humanity must move through this last shift out of what’s been TD free-range Earth territory for thousands of years as all that ends and humanity evolves into something so much better it’s incomprehensible to everyone without awareness of higher dimensions and ways of being and existing.
During these last months and weeks of the second 9 yearlong cycle I’ve repeatedly asked for greater understanding about whatever it is that I personally need to do or feel or know now for the Greatest Good of All. The answer I’ve repeatedly gotten has been, ‘Realize what you are now, what you’ve become and how powerful you actually are because of it. Create anew Master Creator.’
I was expecting something like, stay in your HighHeart more, or, ignore the haters better, or, release the past more thoroughly etc. I wasn’t expecting to be reminded that I’m much more than I think of myself as, even after the things I’ve intentionally created and manifested physically for myself and others. Even after all that I still needed reminding from On High that I AM an incarnate human Creator Being and my abilities are much needed now along with all the other I AM incarnate human Creator Beings with their unique and highly valuable individual abilities and creativity. We Forerunners have hidden for so long that it’s taking some time for some to finally get comfortable living with their energy wings so to speak, wide open all the time now for all who can see/feel to see/feel and benefit from. This is another aspect of our NEW, and as I’ve been told repeatedly lately, it is very needed that we do exactly that now and why should be obvious.
The HighHeart knows because it always is I AM, whereas the mind thinks it must constantly think to figure and work things out. Old lower tools vs. NEW higher tools. Be brave and step into the NEW higher, larger and greater You more each day and don’t waste your time and energy using tiny old lower tools to understand this Process and change because they don’t work, I know because I’ve tried far too many times!:smile:
As the beautiful photo from Spain above shows, there are three (3) spiralling staircases instead of just one or even two. That photo symbolically represents how profoundly different this third (3) 9 cycle is because it will take place entirely within the dimensional frequency range of 5D and higher which is Unity, Triality, Neutrality, HighHeart and Spherical Consciousness. That plus so many of us exist within that level ourselves now as Masters, as incarnate Conscious Creators which wasn’t the case during the two previous cycles at lower levels. Again, this is all so NEW and different it’s hard to grasp but we’ll get there by always just being what we’ve evolved into. No thinking required.
An Astrological note: Pluto (evolution) entered Capricorn (3D physical reality) in January 2008. Pluto transits through Capricorn from January 2008 until November 20, 2024, where it finally and permanently enters Aquarius and remains there. Pluto moves direct and retrograde a few times between late degree Capricorn into early degree Aquarius and back again before November 2024, but it remains in Aquarius from November 2024 for the next twenty years or so.
Denise
August 1, 2016
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Equal Arm Cross

Equal Arm Cross of Ascension

by Denise LeFay, High Heart Life

July 18, 2016

Equal Arm Cross of Ascension

 

I’m not and never have been a religious person, but the Equal Arm Cross has been emblazoned in my Higher Awareness and HighHeart for years now because it’s what some have lived for many years via the evolutionary Ascension Process. We’ve been, and continue to, integrate and resolve polarity/duality in ourselves individually no matter which sex body we incarnated into during this time of planetary and species-wide evolution induced Ascension.

Male bodies and consciousness have needed to integrate female/feminine energies within themselves; female bodies and consciousness have needed to integrate male/masculine energies within themselves. We’ve needed to alchemically live through the Process of Sacred Unity, of Sacred Marriage of the male/masculine with the female/feminine within ourselves individually so that regardless of which sex body one incarnated into, it and Self are evolving into an integrated, complete whole Sovereign unit that’s able to exist within a fifth dimensional frequency range physically.

As if the horizontal line energies and Process alone wasn’t a big and difficult enough spiritual, energetic and conscious task, Forerunners have also been working on the vertical line energies represented in my drawing above. They’ve been and continue to integrate, merge, unite and embody their Higher Self with their Lower Self in their current physical bodies. While the unaware mindlessly trace a cross in the air with their fingers over their body, Forerunners are actually living it, actually doing it energetically from the inside out and the outside in within themselves body and soul. One is an old well-known religious gesture; the other is a small group of Forerunners actually living, embodying, becoming and being the unification of the Higher with the Lower Self because the feminine/female has been integrated and unified with the male/masculine and vice versa. One is merely external and a mostly mindless habit; the other is internal, acute, alchemical, vibrational and energetic and when individually accomplished automatically creates and manifests something very NEW—a Christed/Crystal human in the physical on Earth.

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Because humanity has been intentionally led astray from higher truths and awareness for so very long, it’s going to take repeated attempts to fully understand that to achieve evolution requires personal inner work and inner alchemical and energetic changes which cause consciousness and eventually external reality changes to match and reflect it. Inner must happen first, not outer. Do the Great Work inside yourself first because that’s what causes everything, and eventually everyone else, to be able to do the same themselves. Nothing else matters, which I know is also another intentional lie to further keep humans from working on themselves.

Don’t be surprised when, after years or decades of doing the Great Inner Work on yourself already, you suddenly find yourself back in there and on top of some old issue(s) from long ago, working it/them some more. This is normal and we typically have to chip away at many layers of some of our old issues, our stuff, our inner junk etc., but because the evolutionary (revolutionary) push is full-on now in 2016, we’re able to move through whatever duality layers remain very quickly. That is if you don’t let yourself get sidetracked or intentionally derailed. Stay the course, finish this phase of your Inner Great Works as the insanity, chaos and general BS and madness increases and the deluded lower consciousness people continue doing what they do. It’s going to get worse for a while because it’s getting better now, much better actually even though the external doesn’t reflect that yet in as large and sweeping ways as the Forerunners might prefer. It’s coming however and it’s coming because YOU continue to do the Great Inner Work on/in yourself.

Think of the above Equal Arm Cross and what that really means for you as a Forerunner now actually living and embodying what it represents within yourself, your physical and energetic bodies and all else. This is no small feat, no small event, no small or puny evolutionary change. To those who have been actually doing it and continue doing it, my deepest gratitude, respect and heartfelt thanks.❤❤❤

Denise

July 18, 2016

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Understand Individuality

Let’s Better Understand Individuality & the “We are all ONE” Business

by Denise LeFay, High Heart Life

May 23, 2016

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I don’t want to hear one more person say, ‘We are becoming ONE’. No, we are not becoming “ONE” and there are very important and positive reasons for this which we’ll get to. What weare doing now and will continue doing for as long as it takes is integrating, merging, unifying and embodying within ourselves INDIVIDUALLY. Forget about that popular pre-recorded message ‘we’re becoming ONE’  because it’s incorrect. What is correct is that you are becoming ONE within yourself, and I am becoming ONE within myself, and he and her are each becoming ONE within themselves individually. 

Remember that important message I received in April 1995? It looked like this:

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Here’s a link to an old article about it which may help some better understand that this is the current evolutionary Ascension Process out of old lower duality and into greater individual unity. YOU are becoming ONE, or 1 as it was represented in my lucid dream message many years ago, not all of us merging back into oneness together. We’re nowhere near that advanced stage yet. First we as individuals must become unified within ourselves and doing so automatically makes it so much easier to feel, know, sense, perceive and love/LOVE all the other individuals, human and otherwise.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2008/08/15/d-1-47-a-message-about-ascensionfrom-my-higher-self/

We as individuals could no more instantly go from the extreme severe separation that’s been the norm for eons, to full and complete ONE-ness during this Ascension Process any more than you or I could be in the direct full presence of “God” as we are now. The energy gap is far too large even with the current Ascension Process happening and it would destroy whatever vehicle we were in not to mention considerably mess us up in other ways too.

What’s happening is that we incarnate aspects and selves are going through the end of eons of intentional separation (in so many ways) because Source desired to experience it via each of us in our individual selves and experiences in all dimensions. What was originally ONE desired to individuate and further separate, layer after layer to learn, experience and create at and in those levels of being and existence as and through all those individuated aspects of the original ONE. 

All individuals are not merging or unifying back into oneness/ONE/1 all together with no individuality anymore. What has been intentionally separated for eons is now intentionally re-merging, re-uniting within each of us individually. The whys of this are so vast and complex but it has to do with evolution on all levels.

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Increased Merging in Individuals Quickens the Separation of Worlds

As you know from reading my past articles, my life hasn’t been a whole lotta fun since the start of 2014. It still isn’t and in some ways it’s gotten a bit harder and more difficult emotionally, even more isolated feeling which surprised me, and far more complex which I did expect. Such is growth and change however. Since 2014 when my life was suddenly turned upside down due to my mom’s triple bypass that produced a devastating stroke two weeks later, on top of pre-existing (heart disease related) dementia, life hasn’t been a bunch of happy times for me in my sixties as her caregiver as she further deteriorates. Her dementia is worsening and she hallucinates sometimes and from reading up on dementia, this probably isn’t going to end well unless I work on certain things in myself, which I’ve been doing all along.

On top of that I sold a house, bought a “new” (old) one, worked on it for eight months (from May of 2015 and still am working on it today) because it was that horrible and filthy, finally moved us into it (January 2016), hurt myself doing so, and have felt more depressed and isolated ever since.

I knew the moment I saw this “new” old house that the person who’d owned and lived in it for decades was depressed (her family had removed her from the house months before they put it on the market so the house was empty of any humans when I first saw it with the realtor) and that I’d have to clear that residual energy (her depression, fears, isolation and probably dementia too as she aged etc.) because I could feel it and knew I’d be affected by it if I didn’t transmute and clear every speck of it. I always do this when I move into any place because Ihave to energetically clean along with physically clean a place I’m going to live in.

Nonetheless I’ve continued feeling periods of depression and growing isolation since I moved us in here in January of this year despite this house being a big improvement in many ways for all of us. I’ve energetically cleared and re-cleared this house yet this feeling comes and goes, in me, not necessarily this house unless I energetically pollute/re-pollute it! Because of this on-again off-again depression and growing sense of being isolated even more than before, I’ve been working on discerning all this as best I’m capable of at this time. Usually I can perceive/receive information easily and quickly but this hasn’t been the case with this which means it is extra big and that I’m still very much living it.

Slowly however I’ve gained enough altitude again to access Higher Awareness while living it. What I finally perceived recently is what this article is about because I know many of you have had a rough go of it this year too, not to mention how crazy difficult 2014 and 2015 was for some of us as well.

I’ve always had a tendency—as some Volunteers, Starseeds, Forerunners do—to get lowsometimes and then have to work my way back up out of the depression muck once again. But this time (2016) it’s felt different to me, much more amplified, quicker in and out of it, and like even it is an aspect of the Ascension Process. I didn’t understand for a while and that’s bothered me because I don’t want to be sad or frustrated anymore.

Then I finally perceived this complex and difficult to describe hazy image and awareness of the Forerunners currently living the Embodiment Process in stages as we have been for a while now. The depression and further sense of isolation some of us have felt has to do with some of our own remaining inner stuff from these lives and times, while some of it is coming from the human Collective on Earth, and some of it’s coming from Team Dark if you can believe that!, and some is coming from very high dimensions where plenty of change is taking place too. In other words, the depression and sense of growing isolation I’ve struggled with this year in greatly amplified ways isn’t all “my stuff” but a lot of other people’s and beings and worlds and dimensions’ stuff too. Oddly, knowing this makes it all much easier for me to deal with and work my way through. Just because you’re feeling something doesn’t automatically make it yours or mean it’s coming from you. Discernment helps with things like this so always use it.

I perceived that some of what some of us have been and still are feeling today is stemming from super ancient times, other worlds, other dimensions, other beings, Team Dark and so on and isn’t so much our personal inner unresolved stuff, junk, negative crap, karma etc. Some of it is our stuff but at this point it’s relatively small in comparison to the overall galactic and universal picture. Keep in heartmind too that everything is now so amplified feeling and seeming to us (of the Light) that that tiny pea under the Princesses’ many mattresses often feels so huge and unbearably painful to us.

To one part of us this information makes little to no sense at all, but to other parts of us it makes perfect sense for where we’re at now and what we’re going through – the Embodiment of Higher and Lower in these physical bodies and how that naturally matches the amplification of the Separation of Worlds. The more we Embody the Higher with the Lower in-body on Earth in the physical, the more pressure is put on everyone and everything to push away from, to separate from that which one does not resonate with or energetically match, from what one is out of alignment with, from what one is not ready for or desirous of attaining at this time.

As those living the merge/Embody/unify individually more and more now, the Separation of Worlds also increases and quickens because these two energy levels and states of being cannot co-exist in the same space with each other. The energy gap is too great (not to mention a huge irritation for everyone) and so we have, and many of us are very much feeling, this slowly increasing unity from the Embodiment phase within ourselves individually while simultaneously feeling an increase of separation from and misalignment with lower consciousness others and a sort of general depression that comes and goes like waves. This has always been that Princess and the Pea business for the Forerunners, but it’s so amplified now that it’s almost unbearable at times. I suspect even this has to do with my personal perspective on the Embodiment Process at this moment and level and it too will change as I (as each of us individually) am further changed from living the Embodiment.

We’re so far beyond the whose negativity and dank crap stuff is this anyway? phase and are soul-deep in cleaning up the Cosmic Campgrounds before we embark on a NEW Evolutionary adventure. Exciting, exhausting, confusing, magical, so very special and rare, painful, difficult, heartbreaking, freeing, uplifting, creative and simply wondrous.

Feel what you are but don’t buy into it, don’t be overtaken by it or claim it all as you or yours.Neutral Observer and all that to borrow another great term from Lisa Renee. Know some of it is the old little you, while much of it is ancient and multidimensional going back to the beginning of this past Evolutionary Cycle. Some of it is the death of our old selves as we’ve known them plus the demise of our old familiar 3D lives and world, even in such profound Team Dark negativity and control as they were. You think it’s crazy busy and ultra-weird here on physical Earth? It’s just as hectic and wonderfully strange and full of positive changes everywhere else. Complete the 9 energies in preparation for the coming 1 energies but completely in the NEW this time.

Denise

May 23, 2016

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Ascension Process Info

Ascension Process Info for Newbies and Forerunners

by Denise LeFay, High Heart Life

May 13, 2016

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I’m posting this article at both TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife today Friday, May 13, 2016.

The first half of this article is specifically for people new (“newbies”) to the Ascension Process, plus have no firsthand knowledge about higher levels of reality, consciousness and being. The second half is for the Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers.

 

 

FOR THE NEWBIES TO THE ASCENSION PROCESS

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‘…I get the inner body vibrations most of the time. It sucks. Sometimes I can’t lay on my back because I can feel the energy going up and out my back. I also get like a static energy in my legs. My head used to really hurt. Like tingling and being pulled apart. My vibrations feel like I have a motor in my body somewhere. It scares me. I’m not sure if this is ascension or if something is just wrong with me. I don’t understand 3d 4d or 5d…’

This is a recent Comment  from another article that pretty much sums up how I suspect a lot of “newbie” people feel and think at this point. They’re new to the natural evolutionary Ascension Process, plus are new to complex subjects such as multidimensionality, realities beyond linear time, Spherical Consciousness, different frequencies of energy, different beings that exist within different frequencies and dimensions, Team Dark, Team Light and much more. There certainly isn’t anything wrong with not having knowledge about these complex things, but when a person is activated by the Ascension Process (current compressed evolution) and searches online for information about what they’re experiencing, they typically run across older articles that were, for the most part, written for other Forerunners/Pathpavers/Wayshowers/First Wavers/Second Wavers and so on. They were not written for the general masses that wouldn’t be starting the Ascension Process for a decade or more in the future, which is the now of 2016.

The Ascension Process itself is confusing, especially so if you don’t have an esoteric, metaphysical background. Many of us that write/teach/lecture etc. about this and related topics do, but for growing numbers of people just beginning this current evolutionary process without any higher knowledge about reality outside the old lower negative controlled consciousness “box”, it could quickly become overwhelming, highly confusing and probably frightening.

As the person that wrote the Comment quoted above said, she doesn’t understand 3D, 4D or 5D. Most people don’t and that’s fine. If needed you will in time, otherwise do not worry about it or worse, don’t guess or speculate over any of it. Live what you are and learn from it as best you can in each moment. Doing so only expands your awareness and abilities which means you’ll automatically know a bit more and more over time about all things from yourown Higher Awareness, not from collecting information from outside of yourself. This is so very important and something both newbies and Forerunners must Master individually.

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What everyone new to the Ascension Process and related topics needs to know now is that the majority of online articles were originally written for what’s called among the Ascension Communities – the Forerunners of the Forerunners, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers, First Wavers, Second Wavers, Third Wavers and Indigos. They were not written at that time for the general masses who wouldn’t begin this natural evolutionary process for a couple of decades or more. They were written at that time for fellow Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/Indigos that needed help in further consciouslyawakening to why they were reincarnated on Earth now and living the Ascension Process long before everyone else. The “newbies” to the Ascension Process need to keep this fact in mind when they read any of these older articles written by myself or other Ascension Teachers and/or channelers.

Here we are nearly thirty years into this Process at the completion of Galactic Alignment and the masses are being triggered by the NEW higher Light energies entering their bodies, minds, emotions, life, relationships, work and very reality to evolve and quickly now. All aspects of their lives, bodies and reality are suddenly being turned upside down and inside out and they have no knowledge about how to access their own Higher Awareness yet or how to discernmundane or spiritual and energetic information, people, teachers, physical events, nonphysical events, media messages etc. to gain insights or guidance about what’s really happening to them, their bodies, consciousness, lives and reality on Earth at this time.

What I’d like the “newbies” to this Process to know now is that you do not need to know about all the things that were written for Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/First Wavers/First Embodiers etc. one, two or more decades ago. What you need to know is that you are evolving now which means you, your old familiar sense of “self” and “identity”, your ego self, your consciousness, your body, life and both personal and global reality are and will continue changing and rather quickly. Know too that that paragraph reads simply and easily, where living it is a very different story! No fear however because it’s easier and faster to do now than ever before thanks to those Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers that went first to make it easier and safer for everyone else coming up behind them. Stair-steps in all ways with all aspects of this Process.

I read this funny line somewhere thirty-some years ago and it feels right to share here. I’m sorry I don’t remember who authored it because it’s great.

‘Lo tho I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall not tarry and build a summer cottage!’

“Newbies” don’t necessarily need to know what 4D has been all about to the same degree that you know the back of your hand! It’s enough for now to know that 4D—the fourth dimension—is what’s been called the Astral plane and that you’ve been moving through it in this natural evolutionary Ascension Process. You do not need to spend years or decades mopping and polishing the vast labyrinth of floors there, just deal with your stuff, your inner emotional issues you’ve ignored, suppressed, denied and/or projected and keep moving. Don’t tarry and build a summer cottage there in whatever remaining dank Astral rubble of the collective past still exists because it is not your job to do so. YOU and you alone are your job. Please read that last sentence again or as many times as you need to.

You also don’t necessarily need to know all the wonderful details about what 5D—fifth dimension—is and isn’t at this moment either. You’ll soon know for yourself exactly what 5D is and isn’t because you are existing within that dimensional frequency. For now, just know it is “heaven” in comparison to the old lower 3D (third dimension) physical Earth world ofprofound negativity and dense Duality we incarnated into! There’s a big payoff to all this difficult evolutionary work “newbies” so just keep moving forward and don’t get sidetracked over the complex details that don’t apply to you personally but were written for Forerunners/Pathpavers/Wayshowers/Indigos that needed that info it at that time for their personal reasons.

At this point all the “newbies” to the evolutionary Ascension Process need to do is be flexible and brave; flexible to constant changes, and brave because they’re happening no matter what! Again, that sentence reads easily but actually living it usually is more difficult and confusing but such are the times we live in. And how absolutely amazing and unique is that? Be proud that you’re incarnate now to personally experience such rare and profound change, growing freedom and increasing responsibilities.

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Please keep in mind and heart the fact that most all the information about the Ascension Process that was written by myself here at TRANSITIONS, and by many other Ascension Teachers at their online sites, is now ten, twenty or more years old and was, once again, written for other Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/Indigos that very much needed to consciously know and/or remember why they were reincarnate here now and why they and their bodies and consciousness were going through such profound weird changes, painful experiences and repeated attacks. That information still stands today however the newbies won’t need to experience exactly what most Forerunners did because it’s simply not necessary for them to do so. The newbies won’t go through the same symptoms or side effects or for as long or as severely as the Forerunners did. Be very glad of that fact!

All you need to do now is live through what you are while constantly releasing your old lower concepts and beliefs about everything—yourself included—so that you can move through these rapid and amplified changes easier and with less “friction” created from resisting or fighting this Alchemical Process. When you hunt for information online or in books about the Ascension Process and related Kundalini (not the old info about Kundalini from a hundred years or so ago!), keep in mind that the older material was written for the First Groups that Volunteered to go through this first and Pathpave it all so that you and the masses could step on to that NEW higher Path much easier, faster and less painfully. In other words, take from the older information only what you need now and ignore the rest of it that doesn’t apply to you.

Also I need to mention the obvious, which is the growing insanity, negativity and chaos of the old lower patriarchy and their old lower systems and beliefs etc. It unfortunately goes with what’s happening which is their “end times”. Many of these negative lower vibe and consciousness people and beings are still fighting, hustling and trying their best to hang on to as many humans as they can, be they awake or still asleep doesn’t much matter to them at this late date in the Ascension Process. Bottom line with all this is to not be stupid, gullible, naïve, lazy, careless or expecting someone or something else will arrive on a snorting white steed to “save” you at the last moment. Ain’t gonna happen, this time is about YOU/ME/WE doing it, not about someone else or a group of someone’s (like ETs or Angels etc.) coming down to Earth physicality and “rescuing” you or doing all the hard work for you. These beings have always been where they are, working their etheric backsides off helping all of us to do it ourselves now down here.

And finally, know that life as we’ve all known it here is over and a NEW higher way of being and reality is rapidly manifesting in each of us and of course externally too. The prep work is always the longest and hardest while the great stuff happens pretty quickly in comparison. (I’m going to repeat that line for the Forerunners too newbies.) 😀

 

 

FOR THE FORERUNNERS OF THE ASCENSION PROCESS

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My tone is going to change with you my fellow Forerunners of the Forerunners/Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers because it’s time to quite screwing around getting distracted by all the silly left brained crap from people who don’t have a real clue about what’s going on. Discernment beings of Light! Self-empowerment beings of Light! Said another way, stop trying to read the tattered old tea leaves lying in the dirt of the past and/or ancient past and just get on with the current business at/in your own HighHeart!

My gawd it amazes (and surprises and sometimes frustrates) me how so many of the Forerunners are still, I repeat, still in 2016 looking for answers, information, guidance etc. outside themselves for things they already have/are within them! Now to be honest, on those extra bad days I sometimes do this too because I’ve momentarily forgotten who/what Ireally AM so I go back to the old lower familiar, which is searching outside myself for whatever.

Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners hear me when I say to you that our old times of transmuting, clearing, cleaning ourselves, others, blood lines, timelines, the human Collective across time, spending years or decades mopping and polishing the vast labyrinth of floors in the lower Astral, all we have since the start of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment around 1998-1999, has ended. We did it, all of it, now we need to get with the current program which is VERY different from the Work we’ve done since 1999ish.

Now we Forerunners of the Forerunners need to get proficient at constantly being the Light while in (insert your name – Denise) form on Earth. Not just for ten minutes every other Tuesday, but all the time no matter what insanity, distractions, chaos, negative interference attempts upon us or any other dark crap is taking place. None of that matters as it’s TD’s “end times” and the old patriarchy hanging on for dear life in whatever ways they can get it at this late date in the Process.

We’ve always known the Separation of Worlds & Timelines wouldn’t be all warm and fuzzy. Let the old things go while you/me/we Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners learn to constantly be the Light in the NEW World. That’s one of our jobs at the moment; becoming fully Sovereign and using ourselves as Source incarnate as you/me/we individually on Earth. You have constant access to higher information via your Higher Awareness and other dimensional Selves etc. You are the Light. You are Source incarnate as (insert your name) here on Earth in the physical. What exactly are you searching for externally now and why? You/me/we must learn to always look within first because that’s where everything is and we need to consciously know this and live from this HighHeart place of individual Self-Empowerment and Sovereignty (Embodiment of Higher with Lower). I know this is the complete opposite of the old lower world brainwashing from Team Dark (TD) but I hope you better understand why it’s so important for the Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners to correct this lie and do so from inside ourselves now. We are becoming the living examples of being Self as Source, or Embodied, or Sovereign as they’re all the same thing. This is an aspect of Embodiment. After that we can teach the masses how to do it if they desire or need it.

We’re now having to learn to never look without for things we need but always within for them. That sentence also reads much easier than it is lived and mastered. It’s what’s on our spiritual and physical plates now however; being Self as Source, being Sovereign in all ways, being the Light, being our I AM all the time no matter what or who tries to convince us otherwise.

I’m well aware that the best way for one to learn something and become really good at it is to do it many times, and probably need to do it a few more times! This is how we learn all aspects of something NEW to us and how to fully Embody it within ourselves and use it when we need it, whatever it is. Do this now fellow Forerunners and stop the old lower habit of always looking outside yourself for answers, insights, energies, love/LOVE, Light, power etc. Who ascended anyway and why?😉 Don’t forget who you really are, who and what you’ve become or are becoming. It’s important and needed that each of us honestly understands this now at this point within the Ascension and Embodiment Process.

The prep work is always the longest and hardest while the great stuff happens pretty quickly in comparison.

Denise

May 13, 2016

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Important Recap

Important Recap from Kryon

by Denise LeFay, High Heart Life

April 30, 2016

This channeled message from Kryon is dated April 3, 2016, published on YouTube April 4th. Because I’m usually very busy, I rarely ever read or watch other people’s Ascension related material, that plus so much of it has been and still is incorrect and/or so distorted as to be harmful and limiting instead of helpful and educational. Occasionally I do share another persons article or channeled message because I know that 1) that information is correct and 2) it has no distortions in it. Those articles, information, channeled messages etc. are the onlyones I have ever shared at either of my blogs.

One of my readers shared three links to three different channeled messages and this particular message from Kryon was one of them. She left these links in a Comment under my last article,Embodiment Wave Two, published April 28, 2016. This is how I found this particular message by Kryon.

Because many people need it now, and because it made me laugh out loud multiple times (because it’s true), I’m creating this article to place it in with the hope that those who need this specific information and/or reminder now may discover it and benefit from it, and for those few, make them laugh out loud too.

There have been reasons why I’ve always referred to December 21, 2012 as the Expiration Date. That was the day that the old Evolutionary Cycle completed, ended, expired. Because of this, every human incarnate on Earth at that time experienced a Life Review with the Divine at some point within the three days of December 21, 22, 23, 2012. Mine took place on December 22, 2012, which I referred to in my last article. The information in that article is directly connected to this one and to what Kryon is talking about in his message.

There have been reasons why most of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and some Forerunners have had such a profoundly difficult, miserable, horrible, painful in multiple ways time since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date — 2013 thru 2016. Kryon explains this, he reminds all about this in this short message below.

I’ve talked about it in different articles, but because I don’t always lay things out step-by-step for the readers (because I want you to get there mostly on your own), some don’t or don’t completely understand what I’m talking about or why. I’ve always done this to push those that need it to learn to access and use other parts of their brains, their Higher Awareness, intuition and discernment. I’ve never desired to hand feed my readers and this has been why I usually lay out ‘bread crumbs’ as one of my readers called it, to let the readers discover for themselves and connect them for themselves too.

Having said all that, many are now at the absolute end of their ropes with all this Forerunner Ascension business, which I completely understand and have been there repeatedly myself over the past seven years or so. Because of this, and because it’s time to really lay this particular information out very clearly, I’m sharing Kryon’s Recalibration Completion message. After you listen to all of it, and I strongly suggest you do, I’d like you to add what I’m going to say next to it. Some of you need this, some of you don’t and that’s perfect and wonderful. It’s just that during this five planets retrograde period it’s time for a big, deep, honest, clarifying Recap for all of us.

Those Forerunners of the Forerunners that are Embodying First, more accurately, are living through the primary three Waves of this Process that started around December 19, 2015, are and will continue to be Forerunners of that aspect of the Ascension Process too, just as they have with all earlier aspects of it. This is who they are and what they do; they Pathpave, they Wayshow, they do it all First.

Those that are going to or have begun Embodying First have gone through what Kryon calls the ‘Recalibration’ first, and for those people it’s been one big combined and painful hodgepodge since 2013. This is why your life has been seemingly “falling apart” since 2013ish and increasingly so each year since in some form or another while simultaneously improving a bit here and there.

There are other Forerunners that have been and still are dealing with the Recalibration aspect only and not Embodying yet. There is no right or wrong to this, it’s all difficult no matter which Stair-step or energy phase and level you’re on at the moment Forerunners! ThisRecalibration is absolutely mandatory so that you/me/we can even deal with, cope with, safely embody and exist within the massive NEW higher energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle fully here starting in 2017. This is what I was hinting at in my last article about recently feeling a sense of failure, depression, profound sadness etc. A speck of it was me, the majority of it’s coming from the human Collective at this time, also this potent Recalibration, plus the Embodiment Process I’ve been going through and will continue going through. Each and every one of us has had a lot on our spiritual plates since the Expiration Date. Look at it all with NEW eyes and your HighHeart because it’s all about to get real great very soon now. And Thank You Kryon.❤

Denise

April 30, 2016

Divine Sun

Becoming a Divine Sun in 2016

by Denise LeFay, High Heart Life

February 27, 2016

I was going to wait a bit to finish writing this article because my ears are ringing like crazy again due to current incoming Energies prior to the 2016 Vernal Equinox, and my head hurts and I go from freezing inner cold to uncomfortable inner heat. Nothing new with any of this but the other day I went numb from the top of my head down my face to the horizontal line of my upper teeth which I’ve experienced many times over the past few years. At least when you go numb like this from tremendous Higher Light Energies pouring into your Crown chakra then your physical head and further down into your spine and body, some of the pain goes away for a bit!

While I was sitting there being highly aware of my head and face having gone numb, I thought of that song by that young man whose name I don’t know with the great catch phrase, ‘I can’t feel my face when I’m with you…but I love it.’ 

In my case, and all the rest of the Forerunners experiencing this, I changed those lyrics to personally fit me better at this moment: I can’t feel my face when I’m with you God…and I LOVE it.  

If I’m getting goofy, expanded and painful this soon before March 19th Equinox, it tells me I’d better work on this article now because those energies are affecting me and some of us already,just like they did in early December 2015 before the winter Solstice! The 2016 Vernal Equinox Stair-step could lift many of us from: I can’t feel my face when I’m with you God…and I LOVE it, to: I can’t feel Denise (insert your name) when I’m with you God…and I LOVE it.

Just imagine where the 2016 summer and fall Solstice and Equinox Stair-steps will take us with this Higher and Lower Self merging/embodying/sacred marriage etc.???

I AM all the time and with you God…and we LOVE it!

Sandra Walter said all this in a couple of her latest wonderful and far more articulate articles recently, and I’m very grateful for her doing so because no one else is writing about the Embodiment Process in the way(s) that I’ve been living it myself. Thank you Sandra Walter. This however is how I’m saying it now because it’s how it feels to me/Me/ME moving up these latest Equinox and Solstice Stair-steps.

Childhood Sun Worshiping

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When I was about six years old I began a “ritual” of hosing down my parents concrete patio area next to a large planting of papyrus during the hot weather, laying down in the golden solar warmth and send LOVE to the Sun and the Solar Beings that lived in the Sun.

Huh?

I’d lay there in the warmth, water and nurturing golden sunlight next to Mom’s big papyrus plant and I’d be connected to my ancient Egyptian past lives and selves and many of my different Star Families from those past lives and this current one. Even more importantly was that I was consciously and intentionally connected to unimaginably evolved Solar Beings existing within the Sun. Denise, as a six-year-old child, was the seeded aspect and living conduit to, with and for multiple other aspects of “ME” as well as many Others.

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My memories of doing this warm weather Sun loving, Sun worshiping, intentional Solar connecting is still so potent and crystal-clear all these decades later. The me that did this all those decades ago was very conscious and aware that at some point in “the future”, the adult me would be able to begin embodying those Solar energies that I was literally in love with and paying homage to, worshiping as a six-year-old (1957). In so many ways my Denise life has been a scramble of nonlinear, multidimensional, multiple timelines and multiple past lives connected to this life and self that I feel like a composite of them all…which I AM. I’m reminded of something Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians said years ago about us, about these versions of us incarnate in these Ascension lives being ‘the Standard Bearers of our Souls’. That’s always felt true to me.

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As a kid I would lie in the southern California (grew up in Anaheim) sun in our patio and commune with great, great Solar Beings that existed in the Sun (a higher dimension) and pour all my Love out at them in deep, intense gratitude and longing. Sometimes they responded and it was always very angelic-like. As a kid, I LOVED those Solar Beings more than anything or anyone else, even my Star kinfolk, and I remember wondering why that was at such a young age. The stars above were kinsfolk, but the Sun and Solar Beings and Energies in the Sun were my heart, my HighHeart love that I wanted to be with again like nothing else. No one else in my blood family were Sun worshipers, and I had never been told about “sun worshiping”, so where did this intense Soul desire and exalted LOVE for those Sun/Solar Beings come from in a child of six? It came from Higher Awareness, past life memories, and from my being open to multiple higher dimensions and timelines.

Bring that childhood story and feeling back to mid December 2015 through mid January 2016. Sorry if you’re getting tired of me going on and on about that period but it was monumental andthe start of this level of the Embodying Ascension Process for me and many Forerunners.Feel the connections in NEW ways and try not to think too much.

Because I’d been so busy with selling my old house, packing, moving, unpacking and the dozens of other things that go with buying/selling/moving etc., it’s taken more time for me to look/feel/know deeper into what exactly I went through starting, for me, December 19, 2015 through mid January 2016. I knew in December 2015, that “IT” was major because I was suddenlyin love and I was LOVE and my physical heart pounded so freakin’ hard for three weeks straight that I wondered if my physical body and heart would survive that first phase, that first taste of IT. Once my physical heart stopped pounding in early January 2016, I intended to deal with the second phase, the second taste of IT much better than I did the first time because I was so busy and exhausted because of moving.

So what is “IT” and what is it that I’m intending to do better via the second Stair-step (2016 Vernal Equinox)? Embody some more of the Solar Energies; the Solar Christ, Divine Light, Crystal Christ Consciousness, Higher Beingness etc. Said another way, I’m further working on going Homewhich is really about me/you/us embodying more Home in our selves and bodies here now.Same-same. You wanna go Home? Embody Home and you’re there all the time here, there, everywhere you are.

I AM all the time and with you God…and we LOVE it!

Duality consciousness perceives here/there, stay/leave, higher/lower, right/wrong  and so on. Integrated or “ascended” consciousness, Unity or Triality consciousness perceives so much more simultaneously and it’s all good and perfect. It all just IS and is perfect in a non emotional way. HighHeart is so graceful, so peaceful, so non dramatic and that feels like freedom after a lifetime in old lower world high drama Duality insanity!

I’ve used the term Stair-steps for years to express how the Ascension Process happens in incremental steps because it would kill us, destroy our physical bodies, shatter our nervous systems and psyches if it happened any faster. We’ve needed all this linear time to go through all we have and will via the Ascension Embodiment Process in our physical bodies. Eventually the Forerunners reach a level of development however where this pattern changes and things can safely happen a little—or a lot depending on your point of view again—much faster than they have been. We reached that point in mid December 2015, just before the winter Solstice, and some of us entered a higher level of the Embodiment phase from anything we’ve experienced before. Some of us entered the beginning phase of embodying Christ consciousness, Sun/Solar Christ consciousness Light in these physical bodies and selves and almost instantly our doing so has and will continue to rapidly change physical reality and beyond as well. How could our doing sonot radically alter, expand and improve absolutely everything?

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You know we move through Solstices and Equinoxes each year and how they’re big planetary Stair-steps. To simplify this  some more, the mid December 2015 Solstice could be called Stair-step 1 of the Embodiment phase. And because it was as potent as it was for many of us, I suspect the upcoming March 19, 2016 Vernal Equinox will launch some Forerunners up Stair-step 2 of the Embodiment phase. If not, then they’ll continue adjusting to where they are now and increase again at the June Solstice or the September 2016 Equinox and so on. If you need or want more time, then you take it, if not you keep moving up those Stair-steps and into more and more Embodiment at each 2016 (a 9 energy year) Equinox and Solstice in preparation for what’s going to be fully and constantly for All starting in 2017 (a 1 energy year within the NEW).

Remember, Galactic Alignment completes at the end of 2016, which means everything will exist within the NEW and only the NEW starting 2017. This is why the Forerunners who wish to stay in-body and Embody Higher and Lower, embody Sun/Solar Crystal/Christ Energy will do it incrementally throughout 2016. Our doing this helps, assists, creates and co-works with the NEW Cosmic Energies and blueprints/templates the NEW starting with 2017. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? The Forerunners Embodying in-body or Galactic Alignment completing? Neither as that’s old Duality consciousness. Answer is both and so much more because that is Unity, Triality, HighHeart consciousness.

Some Forerunners will move up to Stair-step 1 of the Embodiment phase on or before the March 19, 2016 Equinox. Others will move up to Stair-step 2 of it then and so on. But, what’s really amazing about this NEW phase is that every person that begins the Embodiment phase now (I’m stressing this because it is not like anything we’ve experienced earlier) amplifies, quickens and simplifies the entire Ascension Process for all of humanity and Earth and beyond. In other words, what took lets say 50,000 Forerunners to do before to Pathpave the Ascension Process for mass humanity, is now amplified tremendously when only one, two, three or four people moves into actual in-body Embodiment.

When what used to exist far away from us on Earth, like the Solar Beings and Energies/Consciousness in the old yellow-golden Sun of my childhood, is Embodied by you, me, by each of us incrementally in 2016 and beyond at this NEW, higher silver-white Photonic level, we literally change reality/realities in ways we could not grasp earlier. I now understand why. This is some big, heavy shit as they say 😉 and we are the Ones In Form doing it now. It’s almost incomprehensible to me to know that I’m becoming, that you are becoming, Sun/Solar Christic Beings individually much like my childhood golden Sun/Solar Beings I LOVED and laid in the warm sunlight praying to and sending my love and gratitude to.

I hope that was enough ‘breadcrumbs’ to help you better grasp the magnitude of what you/me/we are and will continue to do individually (Leo) and as a higher group (Aquarius) throughout 2016.

Denise

February 27, 2016

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